Beginning a new book is always hard because i get distracted. Awful as that is, if i don't get distracted, the worst is if i fall asleep. I'm hard to keep interested. I'm tough to keep awake when sitting comfortably without flashing lights or human interaction. The worst is that i notice when i'm slipping and do nothing to change the eventual slump. I could stand up, walk around, stretch out my back and arms.
Let's start reading with purpose, because you're happy when you're reading something. After you've read a few chapters, you're happy to have something to talk about and you're happy thinking about the way language was used in new, exciting ways.
Writing has a few other benefits that reading doesn't allow. Expression feeds creativity, and the creativity you're searching for right now can begin here with this keyboard and end in someone's face.
Now here i am after work and i'm listenin to iTunes and drinkin a beer. David and Lacee are back from the tiki bar and they played bingo. Dave says that i would make a better Bingo announcer than the drunk girl that hosted it tonight.
I was told stories from the kitchen that involved our head chef fighting two men with his brother. His brother bit a guy's finger off, and then full-sprint kicked a guy in the stomach. And that wasn't even the end of the fight.
Another kitchen worker told me about how he was in a gang in Maine, and that's why he had a tattoo that either read NNK, or NUK. Which stands for "now you know". the moral behind it is that everything is done for money. "it's all about the money. Now You Know."
Tuesday, March 3, 2015
Monday, March 2, 2015
I'm in demand. I have a personality that attracts. I have a physical appearance that endures sweat and hideous old clothes and nothing but underwear. I'm a skinny, typical diver, and a pale, typical nerd. I have the ability to relate to any movie ever made, while coincidentally hating it.
I'm getting book suggestions and travel suggestions instead of which direction to look, or which person to kill. I'm finding food has so much more value - BECAUSE I REQUIRE CALORIES. There's no doubt that my metabolism has been fired up from coaching. But the sheer amount of energy i have from being thrown into the working world double-time has required my body to consume twice as much.
I'm up at 9am and instead of getting out of bed like i should, i'm in bed, looking at my phone, reaping the rewards of a well-shared link or thought or comment. This virtual amalgamation of liking myself needs to be put towards better use. I can stay in contact with people without the morning routine of sitting and scrolling. There are push ups and yoga and coffee that i could be making.
i'm thrilled to have the opportunity at C-level, but i'm terrified that it will make all of these bad habits in my life come back to life. i'm not playing videogames, but i'm not planning any more diving practices, or working on any new flyers or ads. I'm not scoping out what i should be scoping out.
FORGIVE YOURSELF, YOU'VE NOT BEEN HERE THAT LONG.
You hit the ground running, you were at the pool for the first 12 days strait. You found a job in your first week and they loved you by the end of the 4th day. Your coworkers already admire and trust you, your divers will learn to love you because you're going to compliment them and rally their spirits and encourage them to grow. The kids you coach will hear your words and you will cherish every influence you have. Their parents will find a way to love/hate you in new and exciting ways!
find the way to your heart and keep it secret
I'm getting book suggestions and travel suggestions instead of which direction to look, or which person to kill. I'm finding food has so much more value - BECAUSE I REQUIRE CALORIES. There's no doubt that my metabolism has been fired up from coaching. But the sheer amount of energy i have from being thrown into the working world double-time has required my body to consume twice as much.
I'm up at 9am and instead of getting out of bed like i should, i'm in bed, looking at my phone, reaping the rewards of a well-shared link or thought or comment. This virtual amalgamation of liking myself needs to be put towards better use. I can stay in contact with people without the morning routine of sitting and scrolling. There are push ups and yoga and coffee that i could be making.
i'm thrilled to have the opportunity at C-level, but i'm terrified that it will make all of these bad habits in my life come back to life. i'm not playing videogames, but i'm not planning any more diving practices, or working on any new flyers or ads. I'm not scoping out what i should be scoping out.
FORGIVE YOURSELF, YOU'VE NOT BEEN HERE THAT LONG.
You hit the ground running, you were at the pool for the first 12 days strait. You found a job in your first week and they loved you by the end of the 4th day. Your coworkers already admire and trust you, your divers will learn to love you because you're going to compliment them and rally their spirits and encourage them to grow. The kids you coach will hear your words and you will cherish every influence you have. Their parents will find a way to love/hate you in new and exciting ways!
find the way to your heart and keep it secret
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