I'm in demand. I have a personality that attracts. I have a physical appearance that endures sweat and hideous old clothes and nothing but underwear. I'm a skinny, typical diver, and a pale, typical nerd. I have the ability to relate to any movie ever made, while coincidentally hating it.
I'm getting book suggestions and travel suggestions instead of which direction to look, or which person to kill. I'm finding food has so much more value - BECAUSE I REQUIRE CALORIES. There's no doubt that my metabolism has been fired up from coaching. But the sheer amount of energy i have from being thrown into the working world double-time has required my body to consume twice as much.

I'm up at 9am and instead of getting out of bed like i should, i'm in bed, looking at my phone, reaping the rewards of a well-shared link or thought or comment. This virtual amalgamation of liking myself needs to be put towards better use. I can stay in contact with people without the morning routine of sitting and scrolling. There are push ups and yoga and coffee that i could be making.

i'm thrilled to have the opportunity at C-level, but i'm terrified that it will make all of these bad habits in my life come back to life. i'm not playing videogames, but i'm not planning any more diving practices, or working on any new flyers or ads. I'm not scoping out what i should be scoping out.

FORGIVE YOURSELF, YOU'VE NOT BEEN HERE THAT LONG.
You hit the ground running, you were at the pool for the first 12 days strait. You found a job in your first week and they loved you by the end of the 4th day. Your coworkers already admire and trust you, your divers will learn to love you because you're going to compliment them and rally their spirits and encourage them to grow. The kids you coach will hear your words and you will cherish every influence you have. Their parents will find a way to love/hate you in new and exciting ways!

find the way to your heart and keep it secret